Shoesneak wrote: ↑Wed Jun 30, 2021 11:25 am
shoddy90 wrote: ↑Wed Jun 30, 2021 7:46 am
Thought life has been difficult enough, living with a consuming desire for shoes as sexual objects in their own right ........
.......one of my biggest secrets and it was weighing on me a lot. Feeling guilt and worry about it but finally saying it out loud was a relief especially since it didn't ruin anything
Hi again Shoesneak, again interesting to know history and compare.
From reading and personal experience, It seems the fetish is able to weigh on many at different times, so you are not alone in that, nor probably including mom or sister in fantasies but again I can only barely begin to imagine how your particular desire could weigh upon the psyche, but good, bad or indifferent, you have come out to her now, so that cannot be changed.
What can I say, If moms and sisters only knew of some of the things they and their friends have done for us in fantasy ..........
https://www.shoesession.com/forum/downl ... ?id=256070
https://www.shoesession.com/forum/downl ... &mode=view
I can guess your own admission would be neither the "weirdest" or worst a therapist has encountered anyway, but regardless, it will be down to you to decide if you can live with the thoughts and everything which has happened, without it driving you to push mom further or be driven half mad with desire for her.
Perhaps buy a new pair which look exactly like some of hers.
Does she, do you, have a favourite pair or style?
use only those for a while, and then a short time after a orgasm, consider the excitement, the pleasure you have had, the pleasure they have just given you, while also remembering they have had no physical connection to your mom,
But you say you began with your sisters and moved on to your moms, is she younger or older?
I began appreciating moms and sisters shoes before I could orgasm, and for me, the memory of earlier time having their shoes and sisters school and later sexy clothes available, is a version of pure hedonistic sexually drained heaven, so many different sizes and styles to enjoy over time that I never really settled on any one.
Do you have any idea how old you were when you first began, and what age you switched to moms.
Was it something about your sisters shoes which first enticed you to play, or thoughts of her feet which got you off?
hope it all settles out for you.